The Day I Felt Me Again
- Chaos Curriculum
- Jun 4
- 4 min read
Updated: Jun 6
My Spiritual Healing Experience with Anne-Elisabeth Saurel

Sometimes it’s about finally reconnecting with the version of yourself that got lost somewhere along the way.
I hesitated before writing this article.
Not because I am ashamed. Not because I don't believe what happened. But because I know exactly what some people will think. Crazy. Weird. Impossible.
Maybe I would have thought the same a few months ago.
And yet, here I am, sharing one of the most profound experiences I have had in years.
After months on the waiting list, I finally had my appointment with Anne-Elisabeth Saurel. I had sent her nothing more than a picture months earlier. We had never spoken. She knew nothing about my life, my struggles, my exhaustion, my doubts, or the darkness I have sometimes felt during perimenopause.
Most importantly, she knew nothing about the deep feeling that I had completely lost connection with myself. My energy. My purpose. Almost like my soul had slowly disappeared somewhere along the way.
And yet, within minutes, she started describing things she could not possibly have known. Not vague statements. Not generic observations. Things that felt deeply personal. Things I had never shared. Things I barely knew how to explain myself.
Anne-Elisabeth describes herself as:
"I am a healer and spiritual alchemist, a channel connected to divine consciousness. I provide spiritual and energetic support for your liberation, evolution, and well-being."
Through her work, she explores spiritual healing, quantum therapy, karmic and transgenerational healing, soul reconnection, energetic blockages, and personal evolution. She works remotely, without physical touch or physical presence, which honestly still feels difficult to fully understand until you experience it yourself.
And this is probably the part that sounds the craziest.
She does not need to touch you. She does not need to sit next to you. She does not need to know your story.
Yet somehow she seems to access parts of you that even you struggle to understand yourself.
For almost two years, I blamed everything on perimenopause. The exhaustion. The brain fog. The lack of motivation. The feeling that life was happening around me while I was simply surviving. The constant self-doubt. The inability to move projects forward. The feeling that no matter how hard I tried, something was blocking me.
Of course hormones are real. Perimenopause is real. I am not denying that for a second.
But Anne-Elisabeth explained something that hit me like a lightning bolt. She spoke about energetic blockages. About how sometimes what appears to be purely physical can also have a deeper energetic component. She explained that certain blockages can affect our ability to create, move forward, feel connected, develop projects, and fully embody who we are.
Then she said something I will never forget.
She told me that my soul was disconnected.
And the moment she said it, I felt it instantly.
That was it.
That was the feeling I had been trying to explain for so long. A disconnection impossible to describe. A distance from myself. A version of me that felt unreachable.
For years I had the symptoms, but I didn't have the words.
She gave me the words.
Something else happened during our conversation. She described reactions my body had experienced in recent weeks. Reactions I had noticed myself. Reactions I thought were random and unrelated. At the time, I didn't connect them to her work at all. But when she explained them during our session, I realized they had started appearing after she had already begun working energetically.
Again, I know some people will find this impossible to believe. I completely understand. I probably would have too.
But when something happens to you personally, it becomes harder to dismiss.
The strangest part is that for the past two weeks, I have genuinely felt different. Not perfect. Not magically transformed. I still get tired sometimes. I still have stressful days. I am still a mom. Life is still life.
But something shifted.
For no apparent reason, I started feeling like I was finally taking back control of my body. Like I was reconnecting. Like I was finally present again. The heaviness I had been carrying for so long started lifting.
Before, I felt drained from everything. Not tired. Drained. Like someone had unplugged me from my own source of energy.
Today, the feeling is different.
I feel connected. Grounded. Present. Alive.
I know this article will divide opinions. Some people will read it and immediately connect. Others will think I have completely lost my mind. And that's okay.
This experience is not about convincing anyone. It is simply about sharing my truth.
You don't have to believe in energy. You don't have to believe in spirituality. You don't have to believe in quantum healing. But if you have ever felt lost, disconnected from yourself, emotionally exhausted, or unable to explain the heaviness you carry inside, then maybe keep an open mind.
Because sometimes healing comes from places we never expected.
Sometimes the answers are not where we were looking.
And sometimes one conversation can completely change the way we understand ourselves.
After an hour and a half of talking, I hung up with one overwhelming feeling.
That's it.
I am me again.
I know the process is not finished. Anne-Elisabeth explained that her work continues integrating over the coming weeks and months. I still have my journey ahead of me.
But for the first time in a very long time, I feel hope. Real hope. The kind that comes from finally recognizing yourself again.
And if even one woman reading this feels less alone because of these words, then sharing this story was worth it.
Contact Anne-Elisabeth Saurel
Anne-Elisabeth is French but speaks English well and works with people all around the world through remote sessions.
Email:anneelisabeth@orange.fr
Whether you believe in this kind of work or not, I encourage you to stay curious.
Some experiences simply cannot be understood until they are lived.
_edited.png)



Comments